Can't Forget About You

Can't Forget About You: The name of an ill Nas song and how I feel about my blog. It's been a minute and a half since I last hollered; Forgive me.

I could say things have been hectic and that I'm a very busy man but I would be lying. (F)unemployment has instead become the much less happier unannoyment, if I may. It's not an actual word so don't look it up and judge me, however, I believe it encompasses my new feelings about this process. Oddly, I would feel a lot more comfortable about my situation had I not worked a day after graduation but with 14 months of development experience, you think your boy would get an offer. And it's not like I'm applying for positions outside of my experience! It's annoying, to say the least! But alas, the economy sucks and there are probably at least 10,000 other people with blogs who are complaining about the same thing.

I guess, in this case, I am one of the casualties. Though nothing about this economy can be likened to greatness. Casualties of Wackness, there, that works.

Nonetheless, I persist and make my time as constructive as possible with gym workouts, sports with friends and listening to my mother as she convinces me that my job offer is right around the corner.

In a deep, hard to accept sense, I think I needed this time for myself. I have never been as happy with the person I am until recently. Never would have considered myself a horrible guy but I have had the time to put thought into all the decisions that I have been making and it feels good to be 100% sure about yourself.

Greatness awaits, I must go seek it.